Letter

Listening this song, I´m trying to discover how it feels. And now I know i´m not alone in this whole world, although, if I want I couldn´t be. Fuckin´ reality. But that´s all, I must be clever and don´t try to accept that (this is a smart decision!) However, some things are always a nightmare, but if just try to forget them and don´t cry like a baby, I think the sensation will be better. Cuz life has to be better, in some part of the existence there´s a different future waiting for us. (hey, you have to change your crazy ways, do you hear me?) And i´m excited for that, for you, four us, for all this. I really hope when will turned on lights, i´ll open my eyes, and see just one face. No more, no less. That´s all this girl is lookin for. No one knows the hard times i went through, even you. Don´t be worried about that, cuz i´m waiting for the perfect moment to recognize you and tell it to you. Everything. And I know i´m not a perfect kind of, well, a lot of things, but I wanna change! I swear I’ll do my best. Just believe me, i´ll too. I think it´s not good the fact i´m still hurting people. I thought i was in the right way, doing well all the things, but i could discover there´s a monster inside this smiling face girl. I have to have lied a lot of times. I have deception more people tan i thought, cuz inconsciently i have created this mania to loving. You. To love too much and more than enough. To like, love and adore in the same second, and to need the same to myself, but i think i´m the only crazy person who goes away from the people normal´s limits. Because of that I ask for apologizing, and suffer. A lot. Because this world wasn´t made for me, I feel different, and really sensible. And all this is bad for me, and for all who, i think, i´m important. Hey, and don´t be sad when you read this. Don´t worry (again) i´m ok, it´s all right. When I think about this everything is better, and you know this. So, I won´t throw one more tear. I promise. Love, me.